Being an adult child who struggled with narcissistic abuse in their own family is a tough thing! This kind of upbringing paves the way to a life lacking in self-love, confidence, a sense of self and stability.
The main feeling that narcissistic abuse survivors deal with is that of not being worthy. They don’t feel worthy of having a good life, of getting married to a wonderful person and living the life of their dreams.
Unfortunately, this nasty feeling has been instilled in us for so long that we don’t doubt it anymore. It is natural for us to feel unworthy all the damn time about everything. If you were raised by a narcissist, you understand what I’m talking about.